Suckers cause suckiness

 ok so i wrote this last week, but i got tired and fell asleep instead of sending it so here it is. 

This week started off rough but it wasnt to bad. Monday i tried again for my chocolate milk record. Got 5 cups down and promptly back up :(  aproximatly 2300 calories litterally down the toilet so thats very suboptimal for my bulk. 

A couple hours later the bois and i were just standin around thinkin ( very dangerous situation) and someone decided to point out that their mom had sent them some hot sauce. They had complained that the food here at MTC was pretty bland, and so their mother decided to send a bottle of the hottestp⁰ sauce money can buy. Named something like "da bomb" and colored a dark red, this sauce is feared by those whove tried it and a delight to those who are able to watch its consumption occur. 

So if you know me you know i had to try a scoop. I rate it, do not ever try again. Holy moly pain. There are no options for relief once grasped in the firey hands of "da bomb"  other than suffering. U can drink milk its like giving a poor person unlimited money but they have 3 seconds to try to spend it. Also they have the option to get more unlimited money if they drink milk but then they get hooked and end up throwing up (maybe because the milk is a weird carmel protein variety and kinda gross) simce they cant stand to be without money, and they cant drink milk forever. 

The moral of the story is all my problems today have been my fault. It seems like there are so many problems in the world that are like this. Solvable or preventable if the right choices are made. I will speak bluntly on this topic for a moment. I have low patience/empathy/sypathy for people who complain about these problems that are completely dependant on agency. "Man i cant make any hoopes at  basketball" "dang i have so much homework" "man i have no more money""hole guacemole, im bad at this launguage". Its like how the developers of the dark souls games replied when people complained about their games being to hard. "Just get good". If i actually practiced basketball id probably be able to make some some shots. If i didnt procrastinate, there would be less work to do at the last minuit. If wouldve made better choices with my money, i prolly wouldntve run out of it. If i want to be a better linguist, i must choose the neccicary choices to get to that point. 

We all have so much potentiall, but who wants to put in the work to realize it. 

Anyway long tangent sorry but basically your problems are all solvable and if you think otherwise, maybe you're right.

My heart certainly goes out to those whos issues are deeper than a simple choice. Its rough honestly, what some people, who never did anything wrong, have to go through. 

I am sad when this happens, because not only did the people not make choices to recieve their problems. They also sometimes cant make any choices to get rid of the problem. 

Anyway these are my thoughts. Lets all Become conquerer of problems, but if thats not possible, then i guess we must be endurers of them. 

Ok also this week i made it to cambodia so thats so sweet!!! I am living in south phnom penn which is so awesome. 

This week there has been a world summit and jo biden is here. He blocks up the roads to ride around town so that makes some crazyyy traffic. People here drive in a beautifly chaotic manner i would say. Like a river of fish. Everyone just zipping around, but nobody touching. I feel everyone just senses eachother and swerves to make room. I think this situation wouldnt be possible in america becase people would get mad and hate eachother. 

Additionally my regular stool cycle has been thrown off ever since i left the MTC, and so im slightly concerned as to where the fecal matter is going, if not out my body 1-2 times a day like it used to. Its been 4 days now, but i have high hopes for tomorrow morning. I think im just subconciously afraid of the water hoses that they have here instead of toilet paper.

P day was lit we went to market and i saw a lamborgini.

Also i have my trainer (who will be with me for 12 weeks/2 transfers). According to the locals that have talked to me about him, he speakes "khmer very clear" which is very good. When i first heard him talk i had no idea what he said at all lol it just sounds like craxy aisian noises, but ive actually been getting alot better at understanding what he says in conversation. He does speak very clear, but alot of people we talk to do not, so i cant fathom what most of them want to say to me yet. But alas, i will only get better so yeah catch me in a week and ill let you know

There is a cambodian door dash congruent company called grab, and its cool. I am currently getting a dairy queen blizzard for 10000 reil or about 2.5 dollar 

P.s. it was bussin respectfully 

Word of the week :  ដែ ending particle or also somtimes one of at least 4 shortend words but it all depends on context 

កំពុងដែ- present tensifier

ដែ- tea

ផងដែ-also

ដែឫតេ- Yes or no

Sorry for bad spelling